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Monday, November 25th, 2002
4:54 am - YESS!!!!
This one is important! It fit me perfictaly! You gotta take this one! ya do! Why? Because its my friends test for her Cartoon Band thingy shes doing and its great! Collin fits me perfictaly and hes my fav i love him :D!

Which Ameliorite are you???

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Isnt he cute?! Take the test too and tell me what you get! LOVES!! also.. stop by the site!

current mood: sleepy

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Saturday, November 2nd, 2002
5:36 am - It so fits...

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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Thats very fitting isn't it. Esp the veyr last part. I think i DO need help, but no one cares. Hell i've been told so many tiems that, if i THINK I need the help then i really don't NEED it. x.x No one cares. so its all gonna suck in the end anyhow huh.

current mood: crappy

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3:35 am - and add on...
Let me ADD to that Last post...
THe Screen Name was Abreaveated because i was thinkgin i might be semi NICE to this person unlike she is to me >(...

The post tobeging with....
T [3:21 AM]: bye
T [3:21 AM]: bye
T [3:21 AM]: bye
T [3:21 AM]: bye
T [3:21 AM]: ;-;
XClassicDestinyX [3:22 AM]: whatever ...

I Go AFK for a moment to get rid of some anger.. and come back to this:

T [3:22 AM]: w/e
T [3:22 AM]: ;;TAKES YOU OFF MY BL;;
T [3:22 AM]: ;;forever;;
T [3:23 AM]: tori?
T [3:23 AM]: fine you win sry
T [3:25 AM]: tori.. ?
T [3:27 AM]: tori?
T [3:27 AM]: tori
T [3:27 AM]: tori
T [3:27 AM]: toritoritori
T [3:27 AM]: tori
T [3:27 AM]: toritori
T [3:27 AM]: tori tori
T [3:27 AM]: tori tori tori
T [3:27 AM]: tori tori
T [3:27 AM]: tori
T [3:27 AM]: tori
T [3:27 AM]: ;-;
T [3:30 AM]: w/e
T [3:31 AM]: you would be upset, too
T [3:31 AM]: i wont use the word hurt
T [3:31 AM]: because i wasnt

I come back... and shes sigend off. But WAIT! Shes NOT. Shes jsut blockign me >(! Fine.. You can fuckgin block me all you want. It's not MY fault that YOU are hurt because PAUL wont give you his fuckign picture. oh wiat.. you wernt' hurt.. as you said.. jsut pissed off.... right? Upset. there were go. you were "Upset"... HOW do you fuckign think that makes ME feel that you are NOW upset with ME because *I* gave my fuckgin word to someone. This is childish.. and yes i sound liek a damend KID right now fighting over it in a LiveJournal thingy.. where i bet you even are goign to BLOCK me form that TOO! You wont read this cus you dont CARE. You don't care how much it hurts ME that you are so petty to be MAD at me for keepgin my FUCKIGN WORD! >( ... I odn't see why you cant understnad that! As said before... If YOU asked me to not TELL, SHOW< or speak of somthign you trusted me with... wouldnt YOU want me NOT ot tell, show or speak of it ot ANYOEN ELse? Mayeb if you wanna be fuckign upset with soemone.. it shoudl be Paul! he's hte fuckign one that was LAUGHING abotu it when you left the bloody Chat room. HE finds it fuckgin amusing that YOU suddenly HATE me. You knwo that day you were spouting off about you were gonna "KILL" me.... well fuckgin do it already and put me ot fuckign Rest will you. I am tired or peopel either mistreating me, mistrusting me or abusing me mentaly or some such. Tired of it all. I dont CARE anymore and currently wish everyone except for a save few to ROT IN HELL!

T [3:30 AM]: w/e
T [3:31 AM]: you would be upset, too
T [3:31 AM]: i wont use the word hurt
T [3:31 AM]: because i wasnt

Well GUESS WHAT?.... I WAS hurt. As for Paul... You can fuckign run down satans throte and be desposed of lie kwhat you are mother fucker! Startign fuckgin shit liek this. Stuff You.

People wonder why i am always in such a foul mood? its fuckgin SHIT liek this. If i had a full bottle of Vicoden i would fuckgin swallow the full thing right now. Its a DAMNED food thing that i only have three pills left which woudlnt do fuckgin SHIT. and now... i am dead serious right now. That was a fucked up thing to do T. REALY Fucked up. You as well Paul.

current mood: numb

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3:29 am - What a Fucked up night. x.x
How fuckign Childish can one person fucking get? I have this one friend, send me a picture, and I promised not to send it out… and not another "Friend" doesn't want to talk to me because I refuse to BREAK a promise? HOW Fucked up is that?! Maybe she doesn’t understand that when I give my word it wont be broken. Bah. Some people. I swear >(! Yeah that set a BEAUTIFULY Fucked up night into a really royally fucked up night. And I don’t even care if she is just faking her dislike for me or not. Over something childlishly stupid. If any of you know me at -all- you all know that I keep my word! And I WISH she would look at it form MY point of view…. If it were She that asked me NEVER to show something to someone…. Wouldn’t SHE like me to KEEP that promise instead of showing it to all behind her back or in front of her face or what ever >( ! GAH…. Yes. Its prolly a fuckgin joke and joking around but still!… you don’t fuck around with my Word. Thus… Me, Tori, AM in a bad mood.

On a better note… I spoke with Chad again. Has been so long I cant evne remember what I was mad at him for. Or if I was mad at him. I don't know now. Been too long. But it was…. Nice… the few words we exchanged. He seems to still like my Poem. So that was a +. I should post that here…. I really like it.

Childhood Dreams

Lemon drop tears fall from kaleidoscope eyes.
Children cry from the dust on bees thighs,
Where lavender fur trees provide coats for green tigers.
Zephyr in the sky at night, I wonder.

Kings of blue lilys and polo knickers,
Seated on butterfly wings of raspberry jam,
Ruling over a cellophane kingdom,
Where cucumber horses dance the Irish jig.

Oh wouldn't you love to taste the sweet nectar,
Of a marshmallow moon on a clear night?
A night of regal stars suddenly exploding,
In an incoherent singsong voice.

Ah - the wonders of Childhood.
A world where a mothers screams
And a fathers words of blasphemy
Can never be heard by virgin ears.

Hold tight to that glass world of mandarin grace,
With a leather embrace, and never let it go.
Dreams are like brass and tarnish with age.
Here - heres a rag. Clean it up and lets go.

Victoria Lee Stafford

Anyhow… I am gogin to go watch K-Pax again and draw…. Cus im still really upset >.

current mood: numb

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Thursday, October 31st, 2002
1:10 am - Happy Halloween!!

Me at 7: "I wanna grow up ot be a Werewolf Mum"

Mum: "Thats Nice"

Me at 7: "No really! I wanna see the moon and be a wolf and run about free in the woods at night and be all harry and scary and wild and jsut be free to kill and eat deer!"

Mum: "Thats nice dear *Pats head* Now go run and play."

Me at 7: "Noooo!!! I dont want ot be a dear! I odn't want ot run and Play i want ot be a Wolf and be scary!"

Mum: "Alright 'Dear'... Go run and scare your grandmother. *Pushes away*"

Me at 7: "*pouty faced.... then toothed grin.... runs out behind grandmother and screamed liek a wolfs rowr!... gets grounded for Halloween and didn't get to go out that year*"

You know i rememebred this ... and i still wonder why this is my most FAV holladay of ALL. it dosnt make sence. my paretns were ok on it.. but i have alwasy been obsessed with it. x.x Its better then X-mass!!!! but anyhow... ::points up:: thats hwo fucked up my parents were to me.. denying me my life long goal of beign a werewolf for halloween. ::COUGHS:: though i shoudl point out that i was serious.. i wanted to be a REAL Werewolf hehe!!

Annnyhow... Happy Day! Click hte link below!!


current mood: happy

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Monday, October 28th, 2002
4:07 am - Garp x.x..
Well, i am bored. I am having agreat computer problems damnit >O! And i am not happy about that. I thought i had the problem fixed and i didn't so i tryed somthign else and it made things worse. i called my Tech service adn they tryed somthign and its not hlped. a New hard drive, new Ram sticks, fuck i deleated teh Sims for no reason last week... and ARG!!!!! stupied Computer hates me i am so sure of it now >O! I don't knwo what to do for it. My poor baby. and i am tired. I don't have work today though so that is plesent. though i was surposta see the dentest again. He wants to pull teeth but i havent the cash now. so i changed my oppointment for the 19th of next month... but i didn't tell the Office so they figure im going ot go have teeth pulled. ha! what ever. x.x..... I thinks me is going ot go to sleep sooooon


current mood: sore

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Saturday, October 26th, 2002
1:26 am - We
AHHHHHH!! It fits meee hahaha!

What Kind of Fangirl are You?

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You're the Average Fangirl. You like stuff, but not to the point where people want to kill you.

current mood: awake

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1:03 am - Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.
"Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die.Hello. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my Father. Prepare to die."

Its not like you cant figure out who everyone is by the questions .. but these are my two. MAUAHA!

Who's your greasy-haired manbitch?

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Who's your greasy-haired manbitch?

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current mood: awake

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Friday, October 25th, 2002
4:01 am - My Respects ...
Jsut wanted to note my Respects for the Brittish Actor Richard Harris.

That is all.

*Bows out*

current mood: sad

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Sunday, October 13th, 2002
4:08 am - ARG!!!!
I cant find some Lyrics to this song that i really like, and there are a few words i am missing so i want the Lyrics but i cant FIND THEM!!!! Is anyone out there really good at Lyrics hunting? Or know the song?

Its the "Rheostatics & Sarah Harm ~ Loving Arms"

Loving Arms being the title of course. Beautiful song! >..

current mood: irritated

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4:00 am - bored. x.x.....
What is my spectrum?

I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life.

What is my spectrum?

You know what they say about green *Eyebrow bounces* ^_~

current mood: bored

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3:59 am - GODS i was bored. x.x.....
Boredom Strokes again...
Woo. I'm cool. yeah.Yeah... Look at these Pecks! yeah WooYeah... you know you want me! *Flex*
Yeah Baby... *Pose, Flex* . . . . . . . . . Freak.
I'm so beautiful. yeah.die! ... Freak. *Twitch*
ARG!!-- owie... that.. hurt*GRIN* that felt good... I should do it again.
No please.. mercy... Mercy? Whats... that? BAH!
pain.... owie. Stabby Stab!! *GRINS* Oh the Joys!
Create your own NES Comic

current mood: bored

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3:17 am - Would you like to take a servay?
*Annoying voice!* Do you eat Beans? Do you like George Went? Woudl you like to Eat beans with george Went? --- er... yeah, anyhow. A Servay thingy. this one was pretty cool! Not the normal one for once. Or at least not the normal one that fills my Mail Box! If ya take it, let me see. pretty pleeeeese ^^; Post it here if ya like!

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current mood: amused

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Friday, October 11th, 2002
3:12 am - Dude i am hooked *-*
DAMN YOU NICKY!!!! She got me hooked on Barenaked Ladies and NOW the Rheostatics! And i only have a few songs. this one here is the one i am currently humming all night it seems. Its catchy!!! Read. love itxD Go Canada Rock :D!!!!

ARTIST: Rheostatics, The
ALBUM: Melville
TITLE: Record Body Count

Joey pulled himself to his knees,
Pulled his body back up the bank
and looked back down there.

Said the water was not that deep,
But I almost drowned there
You can drown in a bathtub
So they... say.

Someone in class called me a loser
So I decided to skip the day
(hey hey) skip the day.

Tried to look casual sneakin round the back
As I shotput across the track
Into the gate beside the portables

But a red tie and school gray slacks
Doesn't blend in with the grass
As the teacher was changing class

He chased me half way through the park
Till I ran into the woods
Then I'm (very good) in THE WOODS!

So I was an Indian
The player by the creek
And dried my eyes there.

There's a record body count this year
There's a record body count THIS YEAR!

Joey stepped up on a block of ice,
Put a rope around his neck.
Fell asleep before he died.

current mood: accomplished

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Thursday, October 10th, 2002
1:25 am - SO CUTE

You bored? Have fun! Heeeeeeeeere Bunni bunni bunnieeeeee

current mood: amused

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Saturday, October 5th, 2002
3:10 am - Forgot one...

Which ArchAngel are you most like?

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current mood: bored

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3:03 am - Woo... tests x.x Sorry. bored.

Which one of my favorite Final Fantasy characters are you?

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Change ONE Iffy Answer and get.....

Which one of my favorite Final Fantasy characters are you?

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what color chucks are you?

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What's Your Magic Power?

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What kind of Goth would you be?

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You're a Velvety-Mopey-Goth! You're wardrobe isn't condusive to heat, water, or the natural range of human movement. People may think you're cheesy, but you know it's just because their infantile minds can't fully comprehend the insurmountable anguish of your existence.

What Unconventional Movie Heroine Are You?

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You are Sissi Schmidtt from The Princess and The Warrior. When your life is so quiet and maybe even lonely, what else do you have but your dreams? Don't be afraid to pursue something big. While it might be a great challenge, persistance is everything. Giving up will only keep you standing right where you are, dreaming of better things.

and hay.... i htink this one here fits me well x.x

What Element Are You?

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You are Water...you are emotional and sensitive. You are good at feeling and being in your emotions, but sometimes have difficulty expressing your feelings in words.

What's Your Power Song? (Female Vocalists)

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Imogen Heap's fucking scary work of art Getting Scared is your power song. I suggest you download it and play it whenever someone hurts you. ;-)

current mood: bored

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Friday, October 4th, 2002
2:05 am - In a box!

What box do you get put in?

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current mood: tired

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Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
1:21 am - Test happy And Slayerific!
Okies folks... i was bored. And Slayer surching. :D!!!! I found some tests and Woo! Jsut kept going. Look them over! if one strikes ya fancy... take it and let me know what you get, k's!!!!!!! I wanna know though.... Why does it seem that Xelloss, Zelgadiss, and Harry MacDougall were the three i seemed to get the most. ::blinks:: and yes i know Harry isn't Slayersish!!!! I did OTHER tests tooooo :D!!!! Enjoy :D!!

Too Many Tests, Too Many Results... Click and you too can see!Collapse )

"May Xelloss over look you in his list of pranks!"
<3's!!! TORI!!

current mood: satisfied

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Sunday, September 29th, 2002
11:55 pm - More Tests Dudes xD!

What Labyrinth Charater are you most like?

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You are most like Sarah You are loyal to your friends. Your imagination and fantasys are what makes you differnt. Your will to win sometimes can be so strong, that you come across as cruel.

Which Celtic Moon Sign Fits Your Personality Best?

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What type of LotR fan are you?

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Which Magical Order Are You In?

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You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link your soul provides to the realms beyond reality. You have preternatural abilities, intutively sensing the personality of people you meet and discerning events yet to happen. You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits. You are a good judge of character but your idealism or morality can confuse others.

What type of artist are you?

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You're in a class of your own. Always inventing new mediums to work with. Whether it's nail polish, feathers, oil, ashes. You can effectively turn your anger directly onto your work, in fits of feverish madness.

NOTE: This one fits me Really well me thinks!!!!

Yeah i couldnt sleep. Haha!

current mood: hot

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